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So glad to be done with the driving and it feels somewhat surreal to be back in the Keys on a quiet sunny day. Have been trying to figure out why I feel so depressed, why I hate this rental, why I feel so alone but then remember oh yeah, it felt the same way last year when I got here. Poor little rich girl.  So I will unpack and settle in and wrap my mind back around my new reality and I will laugh and be happy. Just give me an hour or eight. I need a little time to briefly mourn what was. Probably less time than last year and more then next . . .